Pain in life is sure to come? Or do we put ourselves into our own demented cycle of pain that rears it's ugly head when we do not reach perfection? Once I thought of life as all painful. Every creek or strain that I came upon was like the crashing down of thunder upon my head and I searched for a way to somehow extricate myself from anything that was disturbing.
Today my life is relatively pain free, and I do not know if it is because my attitude changed or because I have some how met my life's goals and I am living in the relaxation that I am a fulfilled person. Yet to myself, I have not reached total perfection or total fulfillment. I enjoy the struggles of life today, but that may only be a silent reprieve for hell weather yet to come. I pray my life is pain free, but from the deepest struggles of my life have come some of my greatest accomplishments.
To writ; life is good today, but that does not guarantee me the benefit of a pain free life for my whole existence. Only my attitude, wherewithal, and help from my loved ones will I be able to enjoy and thrive in my lifestyle and living. Today, I am one with the nature of giving and good that comes with being in the light of Hashem, and for that I am grateful.
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